it was quite epic

so yesterday was the performance for Si5
i know i didn't do anything amazing
but iunno the fact that i just went on stage
made me proud of myself.

kudos, self.

after lagging hardcore in the lobby
(excuse me for that everyone who waited)
and saying goodbye to new dancing friends

very bittersweet

we decided to go eat at guppy's.

let's just say my record for that day with directions was pretty much a bust.
rather than express my frustrations to everyone
i locked myself in my car..after explaining everything was all good..
and just bumped tortured soul.

its amazing how much great music can affect your mood.
it wasn't like i was thinking of anything specifically, but i felt like
a lot of my jumbled thoughts started to organize itself.

with dance over and with and me too scared and not confidant to actually pursue it
i guess imma go back to just focusing on school?
i say that with a question because the last time i actually did that was probably
high school.

sophomore year is gonna start and
well my grades aren't too appealing.

i hope everyone i met this summer really does keep in touch.
it was a different kinda of environment than what i was used to.
hmm putting myself out there is scary
but worth it.
let's just hope im memorable enough to keep in touch with :p

well shower time
i biked to school today after a week or two of laziness.
my kickstand is missing.
so random.