it was actually fun considering i didn't feel totally comfortable.
i don't like it when people have misconceptions about me.
honestly i like liking people.
i'm not there to hate.
i find that pointless.
a few hours ago tho...
i felt like i was surrounded by people who didn't give a shit if i existed.
i want to start over.
i want to find a hobby where people will accept me without the judgement of
oh she can dance or she is horrible or whatever
the fact im just pursuing something i enjoy...
why can't people accept that.
i want to start school so i can get distracted with trying to prove more people wrong.
yes im a bio major and yes that's crazy
but i like it.
im honestly NOT trying to show off or seem smarter than anyone.
i look up to anyone who has a drive to pursue any endeavor
i just want to do things i like.
i tend to gravitate towards people i like.
but it may come off as being some type of groupie.
that's not the case.
im not gonna lie.
i feel like an idiot.
i want to just stay in someones arms and cry.
i can't say who cuz i don't want him to get mad at me for just going back to him
cuz "im ready".
i can't regret the choices i've made.
i can only learn from it.
sometimes learning is a bitch though.
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