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I love feeling like I belong, even though I have a tendency to isolate myself from others. I stick true to the definition of my zodiac sign. And I love the idea of love but I am too scared to be in it. I appreciate when people take an effort to know me, who make me smile without them knowing how much of a reason they give me to really smile.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

disappointing others is one thing.

disappointing yourself is another.

now i understand why i hated talking and getting close to people.
when you fuck up
and others know about it.
you can't run from it. you can't hide from it.

currently speaking
i wish i didn't talk to people.
gah that weird feeling you get in your throat before you start crying.
that's fucking irritating.

crying before you go to bed
means puffy eyelids.

puffy eyelids it is.

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