i like where i'm sitting.

i didn't want to waste my time driving home when i knew i'd have to be back on campus by 3 for a midterm at 330. Sure i coulda been home relaxing. but in all honesty i'd be doing the same thing. just spacing. looking about. and blogging. all while i should be studying. 

i had a really good conversation with a friend of mine. 

also known as little

also known as albay

also known as jo-nathan.

it's funny because we never used to talk as much but last night just seemed like a door opened. it's nice having someone close who isn't close but nonetheless you feel like someone understands where you're coming from. 

acceptance is the first step.

i can be who i want to be.

if it's alone sort to speak then be it.

personal endeavors seems to revolve around everyone's agenda nowadays.

well throughout existence, but who notices anymore.

and well, maybe i'll find someone to share something with that way.

i know i can't give my heart to anyone anymore.

at least i know i can keep it locked up for that one person.

romantic indulgence but hopelessness has always been my forte. 

i broke my promise once with my first.

and i learned not to do it again with him.

will it harden my shell like what the evolved form of caterpi does when he evolves into that pokemon who's only move is harden. 

yup that's the stage im at. 

i need experience points to evolve and be content. 

k time to study. my ass hurts sitting on linoleum for the past hour.