watch this new trick i learned..

it's crazy waiting for one email.

part of me is waiting for it to say what i'm praying for:

a "yes i will give you a passing just because blah blah"

and another part of me is anticipating that 

"i'm sorry, no"

i don't know what to do after that no.

i get dropped from 51b and lab.

my schedule gets fucked up.

i go on contract.

i am a full year behind.

i have no more retakes. 

this is it.

please god.

please professor.

please pass me before i get dropped from my classes.

if there is some loophole where i don't get dropped

let it happen.

please i do not want to get dropped i can't.

i don't want to switch out of my major.

i picked bio with reason.

it is chemistry that is screwing me over.

not bio.

please give me a chance to do what i chose to do. 

i'm begging for a pass.