my eyes are tearing.

not because i'm sad.

not because i'm happy.

but because my eyes are tired and the contacts i'm wearing is drying out my eyes more. 

very irritating because i'm in my 100LW class. 

so recap.

my busy schedule makes me oblivious sometimes.

i didn't even notice that my boyfriend was intentionally avoiding me the day of our 2months.

i thought he was busy.

it was a tuesday..my busiest school day this quarter. 

i knew i wouldn't be able to see him at all since i had back to back classes, gbm, and dance practice all night. 

turns out he had an evil plan to make me cry in front of everyone.

well it wasn't evil but i still cried.

we were in the hot rooms practicing and then i hear a loud aww from everyone.

in comes nick vuu with two white roses.

he stayed during our practice. 

good thing we were cleaning roxy's piece..the one piece besides the boys that i'm not in. 

he said he had one more thing to give me.

everyone goes on a break.

he makes me sit in the middle of the room in the front.

cater to you

has a new meaning to me now.

the feelings i get when i hear that song now

my heart is all helium filled feeling. 

i can't believe i started crying in front of everyone when in the room all i noticed was nick.

he got over his fear and choreo'd a piece for me. 

even though he messed up i didn't care.

the song was for me.

gah im getting all choked up in class.

but maybe thats cuz there's chocolate and caramel stuck in my throat.

my cheesy chinky boyfriend makes me happy.

i reread what i wrote, and i have no grammar in this.

i just wanted to put my thoughts down.

i want to always remember this day. this feeling. i wish i had a camera to record my life sometimes. put my days events in snapshots. 

i want a camera.

well i want to know how to use a camera but eventually i want to get one. 

along with that i want to learn how to drive stick. 

actually what i really want is sleep.

hell week part 2 commence. 

our midnight preview is this friday.

i don't feel ready. meh. 

have to make the best of what i have.

dang this class is long. im ready to sleep and eat my tummy is getting mad at me. and my eyes are closing. zzzzzzzzzzz.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.zzzz