i can't.
i don't want to be optimistic because if it doesn't work out it'll hurt.
i have a tendency to just cut it off before it hurts too much.
i dont study anymore.
i don't care.
i'm pathetic i know.
but i don't care.
i know what i want.
i'm so dumb.
look how selfish i am with all the "i" things i just listed.
i said it.
now i have to really wait.
i shouldn't wait but i will and
i am.
i don't care about things anymore.
i can't find a big enough distraction.
my thoughts wander back to you.
i hate it.
i am weak.
About Me
- credublo
- I love feeling like I belong, even though I have a tendency to isolate myself from others. I stick true to the definition of my zodiac sign. And I love the idea of love but I am too scared to be in it. I appreciate when people take an effort to know me, who make me smile without them knowing how much of a reason they give me to really smile.
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