i know he wont answer.
maybe thats why i keep wanting to try.
i want to see if maybe
he still cares
even just a little.
im assuming hes doing all things necessary to forget me.
i still have things that remind me of him
and i cant throw it away.
im tempted to just pick up smoking
i feel i dont have anyone of my own to talk to.
i dont feel at home in irvine anymore.
doing things alone is common for me.
its simple
but it makes me yearn for more.
im scared i wont find someone.
or he wont find me.
i want a real hug.
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